Reasons

I'm sure some of you have been wanting a reason why I have neglected posting on here, when I said I would be posting every week. Well the answer is short but powerful. When I council someone on issues I would otherwise like to post about the words I speak and the things I do are not mine, but Gods! There is no way I could, on my own, come up with anything close to what God gives me. And when I am done, I have no idea how to repeat what I just said. It is ALL God! Without him to help me here I would be nothing and would have left by now. I am so thankful for what he does. But on the other hand sometimes my actions prove just how ungrateful I am in my heart. My spirit is willing but my flesh is week. Oh how I long for the day when I don't even have to try to love Him or be grateful. It will just come naturally.